The days are finally ticking down! I’m down to six days until I move into my first apartment. I’m rather excited, to be honest. I feel like its going to be very different than living in a dormitory. Maybe it’s just my imagination and high expectations of what it feels like to more officially live […]
Impromptu is my favorite piano piece. I think this song is lovely and both calms me down while (if needed) helps soothe me when I’m feeling sad. Certain music just washes over me and makes me feel better. I come to music for comfort, instead of people. People were never there for me so I […]
So for the past few days I went on holiday out of the country to places I’ve never been to. I finally was able to visit China and Taiwan! It was a really interesting experience because it has been maybe three years since I had last used so much mandarin. Three years ago being when […]
Today was a day of many revelations. Some secrets are meant to be kept so I won’t say what I realized today but what I came out of today is that I do not regret my decision to break up in any possible way. I am happier than ever to have made my decision to […]
So, we broke up tonight. No I did not pick the easy way out and just email her a breakup. I asked her if she would prefer to talk about a bad topic online but now or in person in the future. SHE decided to speak at the moment and so we did. There goes […]
I am now ready to let go. Yesterday I decided that I wanted to break up with my girlfriend. I think it will be good for me, to have this space and freedom again. Not to say I had cuffs and chains on my wrists but I don’t think I’m ready to be confined in […]
One of the things I hate the most, is being told to go to sleep. I think its completely stupid and does not make any sense. Yes, I like to stay up late, but I get a good amount of sleep everyday and I am not doing anything productive during the day anyway. I do […]
I don’t curse but those lyrics felt rather nice. Some days things feel awesome, great. But then there are days like tonight, right now, where everything feels numbing. I don’t want to deal with anything and just act as if I didn’t know anything existed. I don’t like when things get complicated. I don’t like […]
It’s nice. Things will continue to go on as life plays, some easy some hard. But maybe it won’t be so bad, after all.
I will finally admit it. I have an eating problem. I do not yet think it is an eating disorder because I do not know what it is. Sometimes, I do not eat. I know and feel my stomach empty, but I still choose not to eat. Maybe I do it because I can, I […]
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